Long Island serial Killer

I just watched a documentary about the killings in Long island, New York.

11 bodies were found during the course of the time and each one of them were killed in different years.

After watching the Channel 4 documentary, I tried to look it up through the helpful media website call Google, to this day they haven’t found a suspect. Two more bodies have been found around the area and there are still girls missing around Long Island.

The documentary portrays the lack of police work at the beginning of each case, which suggests it could have been prevented if they took the families call for help for their missing child seriously.

It is known a phone can be traced to its actual location and that way they could have found the second person that went missing in 2009. As the sister received calls from the killer through her sister’s phone for the period of 7 months. You don’t need to call the phone, as long as the phone is active it can be located as a Sat Nav.

I can’t believe to this day no one has been caught.


Effect true books can do to your mind

I went to Spain the other day, While I was waiting at the airport I browse through all the shops and I ended looking at books. at the book section, somehow as usual I ended looking for real stories, real life…

There was this particular book that caught my eye and I just couldn’t walk away from it, even though it was gruesome and real nightmare. The type of stories directors look for inspiration for their horror film.

Writer Jimmy Lee Shreeve wrote a book of killers who ate human flesh (True Stories).

He titled it ‘Cannibals’.

The beginning of the book caught me and I couldn’t stop reading, I spent two days reading a book that made me sick and wonder why do people reach extreme malice and take pleasure killing others.

I as a person like to have knowledge of different topics, expand my horizons, I have read mythology, Egyptian history, English history, different types of Mafia’s through the times, bibliographies and Greek history.

My brain is like an investigator, it needs to know ‘What happened, how, when, who and why.’

As soon as I had the book in my possession, I felt people were looking at me differently, maybe people like me should not be reading something so graphic.

It certainly gave me a lot to think about, I for one didn’t know there were so much cruelty in the world.

The front cover is of a man looking at the camera, at first I thought it was of the writer but when I was mid way through the book I notice it was of Andrei Chikatilo, a Russian man who killed over 50 children and women. This man was looking at me from the front cover, it gave me chills trough my body so I decided to place a sticker on his face.

The majority of the criminals in the book had a twisted and demented mind, in some cases very intelligent individuals but with a hidden personality.

Apparently each individual had somehow throughout their life lived a traumatic experience and that is why they committed the crimes.

But there is also the option that they had an evil soul crawling inside them, telling them what to do. as some of them appeared to be manipulated by a non existent person.

Either way both circumstances made them revolting individuals.

What shocked me the most was the fact that all those innocent people were not rescued, some of them were not even missed by anyone. Just to think how greatly they suffered waiting for a hero to rescue them like movies usually do.

Is scary the thought that even today we have those same criminals who ate people out there in the world, free to do what they want.

Worse of it all such criminals like Issei Sagawa who has made a living from the horrifying thing he did, and has become famous.

Slow start

Blogging is not for me.

I hardly have anything to talk about.

Recently I realise that I should stop being so gullible. A person offered to help me find a career in my field, I of course believed it because why a person so important would make time to help me out of their way?

Once I contacted the individual. it somehow turn out with loads of obstacles and at the end it turned out it was all a farce.

Told me to apply for charities and write a cover letter explaining why me… and the individual will look at it.

I haven’t bothered to email back as its just an excuse, another barrier not to help me.

I’m starting to realise I’m opening myself to the real cruel world.

I am disappointed.

Either way I notice five people from Russia read my blog and that has made me a bit more content. I never thought anyone would read my blog as is nothing important so far.  So Thank You for taking the time  to read me.

I promise to write more often.

Mostly about the books I am reading. such as the one I just finished Gommorrah By Roberto Saviano.

A book that just gave me an insight in what really happens in  front  of our eyes and we choose not to notice. We don’t want to notice.

Back to face reality my first Blog from 20th July 2012

Today after many years I decided to go back to reality.

After my graduation at university I stopped caring about news and what was happening in South America.

I felt that when I was at university it was my duty to give my all and have the knowledge for everyone around me. I notice it is a full time job and mentally exhausting.

For one I can’t do anything  about the situation around me, it is bigger than me, and secondly my mind will worry nonstop.

But then I have nothing else going in my life.

I am trying to dedicate my life into Human Rights, my real life dream.

Be able to help others, that don’t have the voice to stand up for themselves or the force to run away.

I know every country has its problems and violations.

My roots are from Colombia and I feel is my duty to help Colombia and give awareness to others, people who doesn’t really know what is happening.

Today was just my first day to awaking my real self.

I can’t rely myself on the news so I’ll have to talk to people in Colombia to know what is happening.

I am grateful to have several human rights lawyers in Colombia that can tell me what the new president and I say ‘new’ because I really haven’t tried to know what he has done for the country, for the past soon to be two years…

That way I can get myself aware of the situation with my own judgment.

I know no one will actually read this.

This blog is for me mostly because I want reach a state of fulfillment with myself.


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